Authenticity is important to me, but you probably know that. And as I grow myself and my business, the expansion brings bits of darkness to the light that I didn’t even know existed, you know?
So here’s the #Truth… and I’m going to speak in story with my own real life examples.
In August, I got really sick. Then I had several major spiritual downloads and spiritual upgrades. I developed new services and new concepts for my signature system.
Major awesome happened. An influx of wonderful new clients, my first date in years… and BOOM. I’m sick again. Ugh. Cold? Sinus infection? Likely the latter since it’s been a couple of weeks of extra sneezing from cat and dust allergies and I can feel the heaviness inside my head. But it’s more than that.
I left my purse on the subway the other night. This, right after I upped my financial receiving game? OUCH.
This is the path of the spiritual entrepreneur. It’s messy. It’s fun. It’s challenging. It’s real, raw reclamation, over and over again. It shows us where we’re at and what we need to move through in order to get to the next level.
When you begin to pay attention to the patterns, and just have big huge awareness about what’s REALLY going on… and this takes a nice dose of humility… you can have real transformation. And. You can get a lot out of every experience you have.
So let me back up a minute.
When I was really sick back in August, that’s when I received the spiritual downloads and upgrades. I needed that to happen in order to birth the next version of my business, which resulted in that influx of new clients and more money.
Sick again… so why and what will this bring? You can bet I’m paying attention to some things people have told me, like colds and sinus infections being about intuition and unshed tears.
It’s the Full Moon. Completion. Endings. And stepping into new beginnings. Letting go. We’re also coming close to to the end of 2014.
The most important thing to remember is to tell yourself the Truth.
Sooo… the truth is, there are some things I’m really mad about and some things recently that have hurt. I may have glazed over them (dammit!) instead of allowing myself to fully experience the feelings. If I don’t acknowledge and give voice to these e-motions, it’s going to hold me back.
When undesirable circumstances show up in your life, always ask: What is the blessing and what is the teaching?
Usually I find many teachings and many blessings in experiences. For example, I really needed a new purse. Leaving my purse in the subway forced me to get a new one – and I found the most amazing purse – it’s in the shape of an owl. I’m Owl Clan, so believe me, I couldn’t have found a more perfect purse for me. I am overjoyed! You might know that I refer to purses as Sacred Money Portals. Well, I just upleveled my Sacred Money Portal!! Not only that, but I found a wallet with the word LOVE across it – how perfect is that?
So as you come out of the Full Moon and the end of 2014, check in with yourself. What Truths have gone unexpressed that you could express right now? What blessings and teachings are in front of you? What patterns are you feeling ready to move past?
Let me know how it goes! I’d love to hear your feedback in the comments below!
Love & Blessings,
Brenda MacIntyre, Medicine Song Woman
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